im hoping just a little bit longer

that you, my love, will change your heart and mind

oh i wish i was a little stronger

for now in my soul, true love, youd find

oh, try as i may, try as i can might,

my hearts now yours, never again be mine

though through these stuggles, arguments and strife

my hope, one day, that well again be fine

so lets write a song that we can dance to,

for everyone wants to give a listen

and so ill work and do that thing i do

where i go and find my inspiration

for when its done, like a siren, i know

youll come back and well be something more

I hate this internal conflict. I truly dislike you so so so so much. But I know I should show love to you, because that’s what He calls us to do. With both of these going on I just don’t talk to you, and that’s bad too.

Lord help me